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Apr. 30th, 2008 @ 02:05 pm (no subject)



Aint she precious? She has friends too...
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Apr. 20th, 2007 @ 10:23 am What the fuck.
So my mom tells me today that I have to be out on my birthday appearantly. My dad has decided this. What the fuck. I have no where to go seeing as I dont have a licence. I really really need to get my licence. Will some body please let me practice driving their car? I have 2 mos. til I turn 21, and Im fucked now.
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Jan. 5th, 2007 @ 12:52 pm ... well, thats kinda interesting....
Bi/Slightly Straight
You scored 6 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)
For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the opposite gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:


free online dating free online dating
You scored higher than 41% on Orientation
Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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Nov. 11th, 2006 @ 09:54 pm (no subject)
http://www.megahits4u.com/members/login.cgi?beckamahare

You guys should sign up. You get a free ten bucks, plus I get a few cents if you sign up. You make money just from reding emails. . . Im serious. So, do it. Click the link above.

Ill do a real post sometime soon, Im just whoring this site right now lol.
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Oct. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:30 am (no subject)
Current Mood: worriedworried
Larissa got in to a bad car accident. Early friday morning. She is in Backus, her nose is broken, her cheeckbone, and her eye socket are broken pretty bad too. . . She was driving(?) in New London, after leaving some peoples' house and she evidently hit a telephone pole. I asked her is she had been drinking, and she said that all she had drank was part of a 40. Larissa getting in a near death accident after less than a 40 doesnt make sense. Her firend Clint was in the car also, she told me he has black eyes like she does and a broken foot. But, he is in L&M. That means that she most likely had more trauma, Backus has a better Trauma center than L&M. They had to be cut out of the car, and she was bleeding out of her ears also when they pulled her out (and out of her right eye still when I saw her). I went and saw her yesterday as soon as I found out what had happened. It broke my heart to see my best friend so hurt, sitting in that hospital bed. She has to have a five hour surgery today to repair all the shit around her eye. I wish I could be down there, but of course I have to work. Yesterday I had to leave her to go to work. I fucking dont want to go to work. Ahhhhhhrrrrrrrggggggggg. I went and took pics of the car yesterday right before work. The car is so fucked up. When I saw it, I cried again. SHe is so lucky to be alive right now. If you just passed the car and saw it, not knowing what actually happened, you'd think that anyone who had been in that car was dead. I dont know. I want to go back and be with her today. . . . but i dont think Ill be able to. Hopefully, I can make it up there tomorrow morning..... What The FUck. I just want her to be better. I hope the surgery goes good today.
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Oct. 13th, 2006 @ 02:32 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: geekygeeky
Current Music: the tick tock of the clock. . . it is painful
Pilfered from mediacrisis.


1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship? lying ex-con (thats only two words right?)

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs? yesterday, but before that when Leif was here

3. What were you doing this morning at 8am? I was soundly sleeping. In my bed. Alone.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Making some green tea

6. Your prom night? What about it? Junior Prom me and Meghan drove around after, Senior me and Brian went to IHop. Wow. Wayy exciting, huh?

7. Do you have any famous ancestors? I like to think so.

8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? No, I dont go to school due to my suckiness.

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile? Yea, lol. It was actually my favorite song when I was little.

10. Last thing received in the mail? a bill from Quest Diagnostics

11. How many different beverages have you drank today? one. Green Tea with lemon.

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines? No, just voicemail.

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to? uh, Ozzfest me thinks

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? Sometimes. Im gay like that.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? Having my wisdom teeth out

16. What is out your back door? I dont really have a back door. Its more of a side door. And its the one that we use as opposed to the one out front. Wait. . . I diverged. Out my side door(which my mother calls the back door) is a walkway to out front, but not passing the front door.

17. Any plans for Friday night? work, maybe Vermont

18. Do you like the ocean? I <3 the ocean. The beach is like my favorite place to go. . . so Im moving to Texas. Makes sense, huh?

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas? No, but we seem to always end up with one in our house

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium? Yep.

21. How was your 21st birthday? The one in my mind? Hopefully when the real one comes Ill be in Austin.

22. Something you are excited about? Starting my second job

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO? Lime lol

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive? Nope.

25. Describe your keychain. I have a metal one that says "strangers have the best candy" and a lollipop below that

26. Where do you keep your change? In a Hellmans (sp?) Real Mayonnaise Jar. One of the old glass ones. Ive had that thing forever

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people? a really long time ago.

28. What kind of winter coat do you have? I have a really nice suede one with like some fur that Brandon gave away on me, and I have a poofyish warmer one thats black.

29. What was the weather like on your graduation? I dont really remember, I just know it was in the Gym.

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed? Closed so my brothers dont wake me up getting ready, so noone sees me in all my naked glory and so my cat doesnt cough up hairballs in my stuff.
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Oct. 1st, 2006 @ 12:11 pm its been a while
Current Mood: contentcontent
Ok. SO, I havent visited this in quite a bit. . . I really should pay more attention to my journals.

For the first time in a long time I am actually content. I come home most nights after work, and Ive been spending more time with my family. I am looking for a second job so I can save up, and I am planning on moving to texas once I get that money saved. Leif and I are together again, hes like an addiction that I cant escape. I have loved him for so long.

When we broke up last november, I was lost. Then in april when he moved, I was crushed. I didnt know what to do with myself. I thought my world was ending. But eventually I realized that I can live without him. I am what matters. but that doesnt stop me from loving him just as much. I made mistakes in the past, but my feelings for him never changed. Now, months later, after my pathetic begging and pleading has ceased, we are together. It is a chance for a fresh start, for me to be with the only person I ever pictured myself marrying.

Im actually happy for the first time in a while, and it is completely unleif related. I love spending time with my mommy. I forgot about how close we used to be. Im just happy.

I think I have this newfound contentness because I dont have a cell phone anymore. I know that might not make sense, but when thirty different people are calling you, it kinda makes you want to do someting other that just be home. I really like just being home. I cant wait ot just be home in texas.
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Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 06:00 pm (no subject)
MediaCrisis (5:56:15 PM): stop talking to him then
beckamahare (5:56:21 PM): i dont wanna
MediaCrisis (5:56:50 PM): yeah, i dont want to go to work, but i am
beckamahare (5:57:03 PM): yea yea
beckamahare (5:58:26 PM): i want to kiss him
MediaCrisis (5:58:35 PM): you need a dog.
beckamahare (5:59:10 PM): i guess so.
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 02:23 am (no subject)
"Vermillion, Pt. 2"

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
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Jan. 27th, 2005 @ 12:32 am (no subject)
Current Mood: grumpygrumpy


Cancer Horoscope for 1/24 - 1/30


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It may be best to put personal goals aside in order to work on an important relationship or marriage now.

In order to sort out romantic and marital difficulties, you may need to redefine the role you play in the relationship or develop more insight into your partner's needs and issues.

You might need to firm up your commitment to your mate or devote more attention to building a secure foundation for the partnership.

Even if you are not part of a couple at the moment, you might begin a relationship during this period which requires you to be more tolerant and unselfish and to learn new ways in which you can improve your relating skills.

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hrmmm. could this have anything to do with the compulsive video game playing that has been going on? Im really trying not to be a bitch, but I can only take so much. I mean, when you've played a frigging game all day, do you really have to continue playing a damn game for four hours after I get out of work? I get grumpy.
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